* This post has been edited * (marked with *)... This is a post where I'm just venting out crap and at no one in pictular (sp?).
One thing I don't understand why some people want or need to go after people that shy or those who don't want to say much like in class, or in other settings. What I mean is that if someone is either quiet, say much or downright shy people, like for example, one of my evening classes this last week ending March 4, 2005, that there weren't too many people in class so I sat towards the front of class just for the sake of sitting towards the front of class in one of those rare times that a class meeting is barely full of people.
Although I don't mind, in very general terms, being talked about, however, in any of my classes I don't usually say that much and keep quiet partly because I have several 2 1/2 - 3 hour classes and I generally like to sit in the same part of the classroom. I'm the type of person who doesn't want or like to have my back facing a room door regardless where I am or where the class I am taking place.
I am a quiet person (by choice), I much rather watch and be observant of any conversations that might go on around me, or if in or near a group of people. Another reason is that I don't want to say much is that I might say something out of context of whatever conversation I might be part of. Plus there are several other reasons why I don't want to say much, which I don't want to say.
What I'm trying to say that if someone who doesn't want to say something or wants to talk a lot doesn't mean that I might not be interested in something. Its just that I don't want to talk all of the damn time or change where I sit every week. I always have been in the habit of sitting in the back of the classroom no matter where the class I'm taking is held.
Here is an example. In one of classes as I was in a hall about to head towards my car whether or not to use the facilities (bathroom) before I leave the building, a fellow classmate, which I will leave nameless, made a snide remark that I obnoxious, granted I could or can be at times. But, I just don't f---ing like someone who makes snide remarks as I pass him or her, where it could be said of the same thing of them.
As it is this last week has been weird for me with trying to get back into a routine of going to one of the local health clubs during the last few weeks and with the warmer (sort of, I think) here in Fairbanks, AK. So I might get obnoxious towards the end of a long day and after being in class for nearly 5 1/2 to 6 hrs straight on Wednesday & Thursdays. Another thing is that, for some reason or another, I just want to make sure that I don't leave any of my things behind or make sure things are put away before I leave a class room or an area that I was occupying. I just hate to leave things behind by mistake, regardless.
So, I just wanted to get some frustration out in the open and say what I really want to say. So kiss my a-- if you don't like what was said and nothing really could stop me from posting other bs in the future anyways.
Also, I do not mean to make anyone feel guilty or anything of the kind, just needed to my frustrations out giving its been a wired week for me.*
Later all,
peter
